I decided to share this post. In sharing this post, I must admit that I didn’t go and do that run a year ago. My heart was never in it and I just couldn’t force myself. It wasn’t about the training, it wasn’t about being physically ready. I couldn’t push myself to get over a mental hurdle and I continued to be scared. So, I didn’t do it. I don’t know if I ever will again, but I certainly hope so.