Teenage Spotlight: 4/22

I would like to start it from my family so the family except so much from you in your academics but you can’t make it all the time. I am a 17 years old teen and my mind is confused like anything. I do not have much friends in my life because sometimes I don’t feel like communicating with anyone and people don’t like this in me! and I really don’t know it is normal or not. I do have a boyfriend and he understands me a lot but I’m the one who always makes things complicated. In this small age I’ve seen so much things which I shouldn’t that is why I’m not like other teens who live in their dreams and don’t know about anything in real world. things are complicated with me I’m doing medical but sometimes I feel I should drop this idea but my family won’t allow me so I’m going with the flow. I don’t know what should I do or I’m just overthinking. I do get anxiety attacks sometimes and nobody knows about this. for me being a teen sucks I don’t know but I feel like this. and I found everything so negative. maybe I’m depressed or what I don’t know but I’m fed up and want to go somewhere far!