It has been so long since I’ve posted. Friends have told me that they miss my blog. Other friends have stopped writing themselves.
What has happened? Have I lost my drive, my motivation? Am I less happy without the writing or more happy because I’m not consumed by it?
I needed to write before, it was my therapy. The chance to turn a corner in betterment for myself.
Well, I did that. I accomplished that. I forgive my ex-husband. I’m friends with Jess. Our communication is incredible and our family is thriving as a result.
I’ve been married now for nearly 6 years to Paul. I have 6 beautiful children. We own a home now. After 5 1/2 years of financial struggle, we have money in the bank. I feel at home and at peace for the first time in so long.
I’ve gained about 20lbs in the last 3 years. I don’t remember the last time I was inside the gym. Though, I’ve gone out for runs more since we moved then in the previous 7 years.
I’m waiting in line at the DMV. The wait is over 2 hours and I’ve already been here for an hour and a half. I could have renewed my license online, but I need an enhanced license.
I need an enhanced license so I can run my half marathon in October. A run that I’ve been registered for 3 times prior to now and have only completed once. This is my year though.
2017 has been so good to me. Things still bother me, in ways that I can’t explain, but can often anticipate now.
It is the weekend before my birthday, still a rough one for me. I can’t explain it, life is good now, but I still get spooked.
Thank you for listening, for understanding, for waiting and for reading!