I woke up with a headache. However, I slept so good last night. That surely was what my body needed after the running around my brain did all day.
First thing this morning, I turned around to look at my husband. He was already awake, I had slept through the alarm. That virtually never happens. I gave him a kiss, like I always do. Before we went to bed last night, he just held me because he knew that I wasn’t quite myself.
I explained it like this to a friend and I don’t know if it will make any sense out of context. Though, maybe it will help to understand how my heart was feeling yesterday. I realized that the reason that I felt so sad was because I felt like an older sibling who had got away from an abusive parent, but that just meant that my siblings were getting abused instead of me. I left my old job 7 months ago, but the toxicity just trickled down.
I spent a lot of time yesterday thinking about things that I hadn’t thought about for 6 plus months. I want to focus on the good. After all, I left that place so that my time was spent on what was important to me. Just like I said yesterday in this post Most Important.
I feel guilty for leaving the others behind. But then again, I probably stayed too long myself. This kind of stuff can really do mind tricks on you! What I do know, is that it sent me into some awesome conversation with some AMAZING people in my life. We all agree that these actions aren’t a reflection of us, but of them. Shame on them!
Happy Friday Everyone!!! It is a new day and a beautiful morning!