Oh What A Beautiful Morning…

I woke up with a headache.  However, I slept so good last night.  That surely was what my body needed after the running around my brain did all day.

First thing this morning, I turned around to look at my husband.  He was already awake, I had slept through the alarm.  That virtually never happens.  I gave him a kiss, like I always do.  Before we went to bed last night, he just held me because he knew that I wasn’t quite myself.

I explained it like this to a friend and I don’t know if it will make any sense out of context.  Though, maybe it will help to understand how my heart was feeling yesterday.  I realized that the reason that I felt so sad was because I felt like an older sibling who had got away from an abusive parent, but that just meant that my siblings were getting abused instead of me.  I left my old job 7 months ago, but the toxicity just trickled down.

I spent a lot of time yesterday thinking about things that I hadn’t thought about for 6 plus months.  I want to focus on the good.  After all, I left that place so that my time was spent on what was important to me.  Just like I said yesterday in this post Most Important.

I feel guilty for leaving the others behind.  But then again, I probably stayed too long myself.  This kind of stuff can really do mind tricks on you!  What I do know, is that it sent me into some awesome conversation with some AMAZING people in my life.  We all agree that these actions aren’t a reflection of us, but of them.  Shame on them!

Happy Friday Everyone!!!  It is a new day and a beautiful morning!

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Published by Making Time For Me

Wife, Mother, Step Mom, Control Freak. 7 years into my second marriage and dedicated to making my home a chemical free safe haven <3

2 thoughts on “Oh What A Beautiful Morning…

  1. I understand, Joey. Even though I gladly left The Job From Hell, I’ve kept in contact with some of my former co-workers. I feel bad that they still have to tolerate that office situation, but there’s not much I can do about it other than to offer myself as a reference when they finally see the light and look for something else. Well, that, and occasionally I visit the office and take my co-workers an assortment of alcohol-stuffed chocolates. Makes their day so much easier to handle. 🙂

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