Oh god so embarrassing but no. It’s more like I need to really want to or it ain’t happening. Nikki’s down to 2 cigs a day!! I’m still at 1 pack lasting a day n half. Deep down I do want to quit but when I’m around everyone I know n they all smoke it’s so hard. I wish I would of never started.
Sometimes I feel it’s a comfort thing as well. I use smoking a lot for my reason to bail on stuff to run outside and escape from the anxious meet n greets and public outings. It’s funny though, incan have the worst anxiety and can’t go in any stores but the moment I run out of cigs and home by myself, I make the effort to go into a damn store n get those cigs. It’s sad actually lol.
You can still get outside when you need to. I get up to go outside on my own when I am anxious. I need the fresh air and time to count so that I can cool down. I completely understand what you are saying. I’m 36 and this is the longest I’ve gone other than during pregnancies
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That’s such a big achievement! x
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Thank you
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Whoop Whoop. You rule 🙂
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Thank you so much
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Even after yesterday?! Haha THAT takes a lot of restraint 😂
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Yup…I’m most certainly good to go forever now!
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Holy hell Steph that’s freakin awesome!! You’ve got it for life now!! Never turn back, inspiring.
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Lol, thanks friend! Any closer to quitting yourself?
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Oh god so embarrassing but no. It’s more like I need to really want to or it ain’t happening. Nikki’s down to 2 cigs a day!! I’m still at 1 pack lasting a day n half. Deep down I do want to quit but when I’m around everyone I know n they all smoke it’s so hard. I wish I would of never started.
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Congrats to Nikki! You can do it whenever you are ready.
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Her new job works 15 hour shifts and no smoking on property since it’s a juvenile detention center, so she’s getting use to not needing any.
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That’s incredible! Go her
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I know I’m proud! Lol
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Sometimes I feel it’s a comfort thing as well. I use smoking a lot for my reason to bail on stuff to run outside and escape from the anxious meet n greets and public outings. It’s funny though, incan have the worst anxiety and can’t go in any stores but the moment I run out of cigs and home by myself, I make the effort to go into a damn store n get those cigs. It’s sad actually lol.
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You can still get outside when you need to. I get up to go outside on my own when I am anxious. I need the fresh air and time to count so that I can cool down. I completely understand what you are saying. I’m 36 and this is the longest I’ve gone other than during pregnancies
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Good to hear that! I understand, the air helps me in so many ways, it’s like Mother Nature nurturing us. Thanks for the advice and motivation!
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I nominated you for the “Mystery Blogger Award” let me know if you decide to participate!
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Ooh, I’ve never heard of this award before. I for sure will do it sometime this week.
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Great!! I haven’t either until I was nominated:)
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Great! Keep up the good work 😉
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